Busy Day...

Dear Diary,

What a busy day this week, today evening I got my test 2 for paper Industrial Management and next week on Monday I have my Statistical Process Control aka SPC test...and plus my Vb Database programming which I have to settle them up at least before my internal presentation which will held on 25 May...

Beside that, my Entrepreneurship project, where my group have to decide what kind of business project we really going to sell up plus at same time we have to start from A to Z which consists with planning, productions, marketing, advertisement, promotion and every thing that involve in how to build up a business.

Wah...a bit stress plus really tiring so I though of going to the book fair this weekend then at least I have time to release my stress up but sadly I really have to forget them since my money is getting less ma..

But then, I don't how and why I started to remember him back..hmm..what to do they just came. Anyway, I do a bit miss him..

Tapi memang betul hidup kat dunia boleh melekakan diri kita, sampai kadang-kadang kita mampu melupakan kepada "The One and Only Allah", iaitu Tuhan yang berhak disembah dan disujud sebab cinta agung hanya datang daripada Allah, hanya Dia setia untuk mencintai diri kita sehingga ke hujung akhir nafas kita ini.

Oleh itu, kawan-kawan sentiasalah niatkan ikhlas dalam hati, hidup kita dan mati kita hanyalah untuk Allah. Mudah-Mudahan Allah memberi hidayah dan nur ke jalan yang benar..Amin..

Salam...

If only you read this..you will understand how I felt about you.

The only reason why people hold onto memories is because memories are the only things that don't change when everyone else does.

So that's why it hard for me to forget you especially your smile does makes me crazy when I think about you plus our memories too. (even we know each other for only 4 month).

Seriously I'm totally miss you and I need you. I'm sorry I really should not falling for you but I can't, it just happen so fast.

Anyway, it hard and hurt to believe the truth that you love someone else. I mad because you should prevent this all things to happen but you just don't do anything about it.

But all I can said is I'm sad to know the truth but don't worry I will try to fine myself. (hopefully, insyaAllah)

May Allah bless you and your family.

Ya Allah sungguh besar dugaanMu ini, engkau tabahkanlah hati ini dalam menghadapi dugaan dariMu ini dan teguhkanlah cintaku, sayangku dan rinduku hanyalah kepadaMu. Dan yang pasti engkau sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui atas setiap sesuatu yang berlaku. Amin...

p/s: If only you read this..you will understand how I felt about you. I really hope you do cause seriously I can't get you out of my mind and it's does hurt me so bad.

Yang Allah Yang Rahman Yang Rahim bantulah hambaMu ini.

Today

Dear Diary,

It's being quite a few month since I have not seeing him. But today, dengan kekuasaan Allah kita bertemu kembali..I'm so happy to see you walking in front of me and talking to me again..syukuran rasenya...

Anyway I'm totally speechless, it had being a while we haven't met, you still you, the same old you but not as a single person anymore like the first time we met before. I'm happy to see you smiling even from far I can see you smile, Alhamdulailah, your smile did made my day so much, I really miss your smile a lot plus everything about you too..but yet somehow those smile is just for a while, they are not forever mine...


Walau apapun, Alhamdulailah rase bersyukur sangat, orang memang dah lama nak jumpa kamu, memang rase happy sangat tapi it did hurt me when I think back, why because I can feel that what happen today will be our last time we meet..sad to say but it do felt like that..


p/s Ketika kamu bertemu dia yg mampu buatmu senyum ketika kamu sedih, jangan lepaskan dia. Orang yg sama jarang datang dalam hidup ini..so how? I need him but I can't have him. I have to let him go because he love someone else. I don't want to ruin people happiness, Does it fair enough what I done  just because I want to see his happiness with the one his love. So tell me, what should I have to do..forget him or catch him back..??


Lastly, Allah had plan everything for us, we have to have faith and believe that everything happen today, tomorrow or in the future was meant for us and somehow we need to search for true love from the one and only Allah.

One Day in Hospital

Salam...
wah quite a long time I have not write any on my diary..
Yup, I'm totally busy with my group project fyp, assignments and on the 30 March I just had my final 1 exam, paper data communication system.. and thank God it was only one paper for my final 1 but yet I still got 3 papers left plus final year project presentation in June soon.

Anyway today I would like to tell about my one day experience in Hospital.

I had being in General Hospital today for almost one day from the morning until the 3pm in the evening, really tiring and hungry. My dad got appointment with the doctor at the Radiotherapy, Oncology and Nuclear Medicine department for his thyroid cancer at General Hospital in Kuala Lumpur. Alhamdulailah he got discharged  for his Nuclear Medicine but yet he still had to when to the Medical outpatient clinic (MOPC). Wah..I'm learning new words la...hehe..


But yet in the evening after job done in KL, we going back to Muar, and we got news that my grandmother got into wad at Hospital Muar because she got gastric, she kept vomiting and she really felt weak. We came to see her straight away at 10.25pm.

Seriously I'm really tired and we got back home at 11.35pm, but all I can say is that everything happen for a reason, Allah plans everything for us to see how strong we handle them and at the same time, He want us to never stop praying to Him so anyhow or somehow we have to accept it positively, believe and never loss faith on Him. 

Allah Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Pengasih.