Saturday, November 30, 2013

7 Days left to Bye Bye Memories

Dear Diary,

Today will be to be my last night in York, UK. There are no words that I can express how I feel deep inside my heart. One year that being run so fast and I still remember how its feel like when I first came to UK. A lot of sweet and bad memories but mostly there are all memories that I will always treasure them all my life. Unforgettable experience and dreams. Wonderful friends and professors . Beautiful city and university. Just wow..syukur Alhamdulillah being bless with these opportunity. Having one part of my dreams to see the different side of the world, meet new people and experience new cultures. 

#Thank you Allah for this once in a lifetime opportunity. 


P/s: Keep Calm and Smile Always. 

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

I'm only human

Dear Diary,

I miss you and I'm sorry, I know its been awhile that I have not update anything. Please don't get mad okay. (lol people might think I'm crazy now). Life is hard and they are very tough lately, my life, my studies, myself and people around me. I keep on making mistake by hurting myself and also others. My oh my I really hate my life right now. Everything maybe look fine outside but deep inside only Allah knows best.

Why because I'm only human, someone that always forget and keep on making mistake. Sometime we maybe thought we're right, yes we always do and I believe most probability everyone will never say that they're wrong but somehow you should always remember that Allah is always right.

So do in life, you should always say to yourself that every time we did something wrong to others, always and always remember that you have to forgive them first, huh? Seriously? Yup, truth but saying I'm sorry is never be so easy, its hard and yet sometime quite shameful to say that to them but again no matter what whether they're the one that started it or you yourself is the problem. Believe me, after you have said those 2 words "I'm Sorry", InsyaAllah your heart, your mind and your soul will always in good mood aka. calm. But if they cannot forgive us don't worry Allah always forgive you but remember you have to keep on pray to Allah.


Human always make mistake
U all know that and will always do
My Oh My
Always forgive and forget
N that's the end.

Friday, June 21, 2013

I think I'm crazy


Sarangae
Sarangae
Sarangae

I think I'm crazy
I'm damm lonely 
I'm lonely without love
Truly deep in my heart I miss my memories
I miss everything a lot
But I don't know what
Maybe I just miss people around me
My family, My hometown, My childhood, My another half??
I'm lonely
I'm sad
I'm felling less
My heart empty  

Talk to me
Wake me up 
Give me love

I think I'm crazy

Sarangae
Sarangae
Sarangae

Thursday, April 18, 2013

I Really Miss My Family

Dear Diary,

Again its being a long time tak update this blog, entah la this lately I don't think that me myself is here, :'(  I really miss my family so badly...I miss my Malaysia so much especially my home sweet home and my mama's food.. Being here is so tough and I lied to myself so much by said that I am strong and I kept telling to myself that can do this and I can do that..but honestly I can't do anything.

My Meine Familie

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

I'm 23rd now

Dear Diary,

Syukur Alhamdulillah, its 8 January 2013, I celebrating my 23rd birthday today, so


Happy Birthday To Me!!
Happy Birthday To Me!!
Happy Birthday To Me!! 




hehe...so May Allah bless you my dear and all the best..Love ya...