7 Days left to Bye Bye Memories

Dear Diary,

Today will be to be my last night in York, UK. There are no words that I can express how I feel deep inside my heart. One year that being run so fast and I still remember how its feel like when I first came to UK. A lot of sweet and bad memories but mostly there are all memories that I will always treasure them all my life. Unforgettable experience and dreams. Wonderful friends and professors . Beautiful city and university. Just wow..syukur Alhamdulillah being bless with these opportunity. Having one part of my dreams to see the different side of the world, meet new people and experience new cultures. 

#Thank you Allah for this once in a lifetime opportunity. 

P/s: Keep Calm and Smile Always. 

I'm only human

Dear Diary,

I miss you and I'm sorry, I know its been awhile that I have not update anything. Please don't get mad okay. (lol people might think I'm crazy now). Life is hard and they are very tough lately, my life, my studies, myself and people around me. I keep on making mistake by hurting myself and also others. My oh my I really hate my life right now. Everything maybe look fine outside but deep inside only Allah knows best.

Why because I'm only human, someone that always forget and keep on making mistake. Sometime we maybe thought we're right, yes we always do and I believe most probability everyone will never say that they're wrong but somehow you should always remember that Allah is always right.

So do in life, you should always say to yourself that every time we did something wrong to others, always and always remember that you have to forgive them first, huh? Seriously? Yup, truth but saying I'm sorry is never be so easy, its hard and yet sometime quite shameful to say that to them but again no matter what whether they're the one that started it or you yourself is the problem. Believe me, after you have said those 2 words "I'm Sorry", InsyaAllah your heart, your mind and your soul will always in good mood aka. calm. But if they cannot forgive us don't worry Allah always forgive you but remember you have to keep on pray to Allah.


Human always make mistake
U all know that and will always do
My Oh My
Always forgive and forget
N that's the end.

I think I'm crazy

Sarangae

Sarangae

Sarangae

I think I'm crazy

I'm damm lonely 

I'm lonely without love

Truly deep in my heart I miss my memories

I miss everything a lot

But I don't know what

Maybe I just miss people around me

My family, My hometown, My childhood, My another half??

I'm lonely

I'm sad

I'm felling less

My heart empty  

Talk to me

Wake me up 

Give me love

I think I'm crazy

Sarangae

Sarangae

Sarangae

I Really Miss My Family

Dear Diary,

Again its being a long time tak update this blog, entah la this lately I don't think that me myself is here, :'(  I really miss my family so badly...I miss my Malaysia so much especially my home sweet home and my mama's food.. Being here is so tough and I lied to myself so much by said that I am strong and I kept telling to myself that can do this and I can do that..but honestly I can't do anything.

My Meine Familie

I'm 23rd now

Dear Diary,

Syukur Alhamdulillah, its 8 January 2013, I celebrating my 23rd birthday today, so

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Happy Birthday To Me!!

Happy Birthday To Me!! 

hehe...so May Allah bless you my dear and all the best..Love ya... 

                                                                                                                                                                 

Life @ York

Dear Diary,

It's been quite a long time, I did not write anything to you, You know what, there's a lot of things happen in this few months, 15 Oct 2012, that day, the first time ever I got flight on my own to UK. It's just like a dream come true that I'm now in the United Kingdom, yet but I'm not really in UK, more accurately I'm in York. 

I'm doing my degree in The University of York and insyaAllah I'm going to do my master also in here..Hopefully, do pray for me and also all the best to me..hehe... :)

What about York do I like ?

Most probably everything, I'm in love with this place so badly. York is a nice place, quiet place, the people in here they are friendly and the building in here OMG they are so so very beautiful..I'm so happy that I choose this place, org rase bersyukur sangat..Alhamdulillah..everyday York will make me fall in love over and over again, the sky, the cloud and the view they are so breathless...I feel very thankful so much..

Anyway I'm a bit sad because I came here quite late, I did miss my orientation week and also my 2-days of lecture..but Alhamdulillah I manage jugak to come here..tu pon dah rase bersyukur sangat..Kata org what is past is past so life should move on no matter what happen.

Actually life in here is not exactly easy like 123, true lor.. haha..honestly for me life in here is tough, let's say if I'm hungry, I have to cook by myself and thank you Allah, at least I know a bit, how to cook, it's just that they will not actually taste like my mama cook's... hurrrmm..how I miss my favourite food, my mama cook's..but so far Alhamdulillah there's a shop sell chicken and meat at Freshway..yeay..So don't worry guys.. :)

But this lately, I don't know why, people kept asking me "how is your studies?" And I'm kinda what?? and I will ask them back, what about my study..haha..honesty the subject for this term is ....hmm...they are hard, tough yet sometime confusing,, most of them are calculation and there's a lot of formula to remember..Bohong la if I never said I will not give up, 101% I will be lied to myself, seriously after a month in here baru I felt all those negative thoughts,, how hard to live in here, how tough were the subjects...bla bla..eee,,,geramnye..agak stress jgk la..hehe...but thank you guys at least there's also people that taking care of me and concern about my studies...Alhamdulillah.. 

Tapi kan,, I do believe that you will not give up that easily because that is not you..Kamu itu, yes..You is someone that will fight until the end to get what you want and always work hard to achieve your dream..btol kan..haha..xboleh blah cakap kat diri sendiri kat cni...giler ape...hehe.. :D

Anyway for my family and friends in Malaysia I miss you so so very much, again bohong la klau org kat cni x rindu..hehe..but to make myself happy, I have to keep all the rindu in my heart je..hehe..So take care everyone and doakan sy ye..

oke la...to be continue... :)

p/s a few pictures of York for you guys.. enjoy!! :)

                                                     Luv ya,
                                                       Min
                                                                                                                                         

The City Centre

Somewhere in the Uni

Lake at the Uni

The City Centre

The walking ducks around the Uni..so cute :)

p/s Feel free to inbox me, if you guys miss me la...hehe..tc   :)

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