5 June 2017
10 Ramadan 1438H
Dear Diary,
10 Ramadan 1438H
Dear Diary,
Alhamdulillah I'm blessed. Yes I am. I'm very thankful so much for this beautiful yet amazing things that happened today. Allah the Greatest. Allah the Merciful. He knows the exact time to answers my prayers. Syukur Alhamdulillah.
"Beautiful, yet Amazing things happen only to those who are patient and strong enough, so keep on believin."
It's really nice to hear about you back again, I had being waiting patient for you to text me back for quite a long time I guess. I'm glad, I just can stop smiling, how gratefully I am for what happened today. Honestly, this was the best and grateful feeling that I being waiting for. Peace, my heart felt really calm and my head felt so clear. Just like last time, when we were together. All my worries and sadness gone. Those emptiness and broken feeling that I had before is now started to change from hate to blessed. SubhanAllah, look how amazing things could change from this powerful word..."Please I forgive me", "I forgive you" and "You being forgiven."
Indeed, Allah tests us with hardship and also prosperity in order to validate the sincerity of our faith. That the way Allah show us His love and care. He knows we can get through these challenges. So everything happen must have it own reason, right. Only Allah knows why. Therefore, please stop from doubt or questing this: Why us? Why it's happening to us? Why me? and bla bla..
Therefore, I always said this to myself, things will get better. How tough and hard these challenges, I believe these tests from Him somehow soon it will turn into a blessing from Him. InsyaAllah soon, one fine day you be grateful for things that had happened to you now. Yes. they are very difficult, hard and tough. Just be patient and believe in Him, InsyaAllah things going to be okay. Stay positive. So, just put your faith on Him. He knows what best for you.
"When you have Allah, you have everything you need."
Dear Mr LOL..
Who are you? Why is everything you did whether it's a good things or bad things, it's always shaken my life and emotional. Maybe because being with you before always make me feel so calm, comfortable and I just can be myself around you, I guess..huhu.. Honesty, after you left, I met someone else but it didn't last long. Yet despite for one year we not talked, running away from each other, but the crazy thing is that you still always on my mind up until now today. It's weird and funny because suddenly I start to remember everything what happened during Ramadan 2015, and now it's Ramadan back again but on different year, 2017. Who are you? Why are you coming back? Hey, don't get me wrong, okay. I'm really glad to hear from you. Shame to say this but I miss you so much. It's been awhile. I'm sorry I lied but you did change a lot, more mature I guess..hihi anyway, Alhamdulillah, I'm glad and happy to hear from you again. Thank you Ya Allah for this gift, I'm thankful and blessed. I'm might crying with happiness right now, but at least I am smiling.
Who are you? Why is everything you did whether it's a good things or bad things, it's always shaken my life and emotional. Maybe because being with you before always make me feel so calm, comfortable and I just can be myself around you, I guess..huhu.. Honesty, after you left, I met someone else but it didn't last long. Yet despite for one year we not talked, running away from each other, but the crazy thing is that you still always on my mind up until now today. It's weird and funny because suddenly I start to remember everything what happened during Ramadan 2015, and now it's Ramadan back again but on different year, 2017. Who are you? Why are you coming back? Hey, don't get me wrong, okay. I'm really glad to hear from you. Shame to say this but I miss you so much. It's been awhile. I'm sorry I lied but you did change a lot, more mature I guess..hihi anyway, Alhamdulillah, I'm glad and happy to hear from you again. Thank you Ya Allah for this gift, I'm thankful and blessed. I'm might crying with happiness right now, but at least I am smiling.
"Ya Allah only you know how calm and happy my heart is right now. Syukur Alhamdulillah."
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I am only human,
I am not perfect,
I make mistake,
P.S. Please forgive me..
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