Day 2 or What?

Dear Diary,

Do you miss me? I do. I do. I do. I do miss you a lot.
It's being months, I have not write anything to you.
I'm in holiday break anyway. Yeay!!
But I somehow I am working right now. Huh?
Funny right? Yup, but that what actually happen. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

It's Day 2 today: Bahagiakan untuk Bahagia.
I don't know why this words came to me but, that's what I really felt for today.
Thank you for leaving me, Thank you for make me write again.
Why did I said that? It is because of you, I start to write again from the day I like you.

I write you a letter and its with me now, and its being years since the last one I wrote.

All I can say is that, this is wrong, this is all wrong.
I am sorry its my fault, so help me to unlove you.

Dear You,
How do I unwrite the past,
How do I undo the mistakes,
How do I unlove you.

I wish I never met you,
I wish I never like you,
I wish I never love you.

It's does hurt but I'm fine because Allah is here with me.
I very thankful today because I'm still alive.
I really like my job now, no no I love my job now.
and I am really happy.
I hope Allah make me live longer so that I can make both my babah and mama happy.
Because their happiness is my life. I hope that one day I could take them and all my family to hajj or umrah. It's my biggest dream, I hope my dream will come true before I close both my eyes from this world and happily meeting with My One and Only Creator.

P.S The pain inside me its more hurt then the pain of losing you.